Crunchy Crickets

June 1, 2440 3:40 PM

Hotel Mérida
Mérida, Yucatán

The interview did not look like a summit. It looked like a late lunch someone might wander into by mistake.

Ceiling fans turned lazily in the corner salon, pushing warm air and the scents of lime and frying oil toward the open arches. Outside, a fountain burbled beneath bougainvillea while tourists drifted through the courtyard in loose knots of conversation.

Inside, the low table between Matt and T’mari had nearly disappeared beneath food.

Thick slices of queso de bola sat beside tiny crackers and slivers of guava paste, some dipped in dark chili syrup, others dusted with sugar. A shallow bowl of toasted crickets shared space with another filled with small fried scorpions, lime wedges arranged around the rims. Someone had added thin corn chips almost as an afterthought.

Three tall glasses of tamarind agua fresca sweated onto paper napkins.

Matt had traded the more formal clothes from Toluca for a light guayabera and jeans. T’mari wore a loose white blouse and soft blue trousers that nearly matched his shirt.

Her translator buds sat deep enough in her ears that they were almost invisible.

They were doing considerably more than translating.

The interview feed occupied only one layer. Beneath it she was listening to security, local monitoring, and the people monitoring them, shifting gain whenever one channel became more interesting than another. She touched one bud occasionally, never drawing attention to the motion.

Politics was still the part of Matt’s world she trusted herself least to speak for publicly. She understood him. She increasingly understood the Freehold. Earth’s accumulated grudges, collapsed governments, commercial corridors, and three centuries of people remembering why somebody hated somebody else were another matter.

So she listened.

Outside the open doors, Marmaduke Security lounged against the far wall, apparently uninterested in the tourists threading through the courtyard.

Two interviewers shared the table.

Dr. Alma Cárdenas, art historian and critic for Revista de Artes y Letras de Yucatán, held a small notebook crowded with thoroughly anachronistic pencil marks. Every few moments she glanced past Matt toward the courtyard trees as if measuring them against something in her head.

Beside her sat Professor Samuel Okoye, political economist and contributor to the Journal of Post-Collapse Infrastructure Studies. A tablet rested on his knee, covered with intake charts, corridor diagrams, and the latest short wire bulletins. One of the first thin reports out of Memphis sat in the corner of the screen.

The recording equipment was discreet. Two palm-sized cameras on small tripods. A sound bar mounted near the ceiling.

No panel.

No stage lights.

No audience.

Just four people, the slow whir of fans, a plate of crickets, and a long afternoon.

Matt picked up a tiny scorpion by the tail, rolled it through chili salt, and squeezed lime over it.

The shell cracked between his teeth.

T’mari watched from the corner of her eye, amused and faintly suspicious.

They had already spent time in La Lagunilla watching scorpions fight each other. She had not expected the logical next step to be eating them.

“Ready,” Alma said, mostly to herself.

She set her pencil on a clean line.

“If it is agreeable, I would like to begin with this morning.”

Matt nodded and reached for a cricket.

With his other hand he slid the bowl closer to T’mari and pulled a tortilla chip toward himself.

“This morning you flew over what many of us call the Maya heartland, then landed at Mayapán to walk the site with an old friend. When you look down from a shuttle at those ruins, what story do you think they are telling you personally about time and power?”

Matt placed the cricket on the chip, added a sliver of guava, folded the whole thing into a tiny taco, and bit off half.

The crunch came through the microphones clearly enough that one of the audio technicians outside the room winced.

Matt chewed while he thought.

“That people in the future will always get your history wrong,” he said finally, “and there is nothing you can do about it except live for the present.”

He set the remaining half of the cricket taco on a napkin in front of T’mari.

She gave him a look that said she would absolutely eat it and absolutely blame him if it was terrible.

She took a careful bite.

Matt continued.

“You stand up there and see outlines. Geometry. Bits that survived weather and looting and whatever happened afterward. You can make educated guesses about what mattered, but you are going to be wrong about a lot of it.”

He pointed vaguely toward the invisible ruins beyond the city.

“Someone had a fight in that courtyard that changed their whole life. Somebody made a stupid joke on those steps. Somebody dropped a pot and got yelled at. Nobody will ever know.”

Alma smiled.

“They will write long essays about the staircase,” Matt said, “and miss the broken pot entirely.”

“And you are comfortable with that?”

“Comfortable is a big word.”

Matt selected another scorpion and rolled it between his fingers.

“Resigned is better. If people in the future are going to get me wrong anyway, I would rather leave them enough material to be wrong in interesting ways.”

He handed the scorpion to T’mari.

She shook her head once in mock offense, took it, and crunched it without looking away from Alma.

“That archaeologist friend greeted you more like family than a head of state,” Alma said. “How did that relationship begin, and what has she taught you that you would not have learned from history books or briefings?”

“Paula is originally from Columbia, Missouri,” Matt said. “We were at university around the same time. Back then she was the one disappearing every summer to dig holes and coming back covered in dust and mosquito bites.”

He picked up his glass and drew a wet circle on the napkin with one finger.

“We met with her and her son this morning. Her husband, who I actually knew better back then, died recently from this new malaria strain.”

His voice softened.

“So part of the visit was condolences and all the small things people say when there are no good things to say.”

T’mari’s gaze shifted toward him, then briefly away as another voice came through one of her monitoring channels.

Matt went on.

“They had some things they wanted to show us at the site, but they have an upcoming presentation and I am not stealing their thunder. I have done enough damage to conferences in my life.”

Alma smiled again.

“What has Paula taught you?”

“She loves the ordinary.”

Matt answered without hesitation.

“Cooking fires. Water systems. Laundry areas. The places that tell you how people actually lived, not just how they prayed or killed each other.”

He leaned back slightly.

“My own history tends to get written around speeches and freight movements. Paula walks past the famous angle and says, ‘Look here. Somebody figured out they could move the kitchen three meters and save themselves ten thousand hours of walking over thirty years.’”

Matt smiled.

“That is where the empire really lives.”

He reached for another cricket and quietly assembled a second tiny taco.

“In the last week,” Alma said, “you have moved between aunties in plastic chairs and global arguments about ports and famine. How does standing among the stones at Mayapán change the way you hear people talking about empires and overlords with your name attached?”

Matt snorted.

“I think people take my comments too seriously most of the time while ignoring what actually matters, because that is what intellectually lazy people are prone to do.”

He glanced at T’mari.

“If I am going to have the empire people have accused me of having all my life, Mayapán says I should get started on my monumental architecture phase.”

T’mari shook her head.

The movement shifted one of her buds just enough that she touched it and adjusted the gain.

The security channel was quiet.

The media-monitor channel was not.

Matt noticed the motion but did not interrupt himself.

“Joking aside, those stones are a good reminder of what is left when the story gets away from you. Most of the names are gone. The little decisions are gone. You are left with shapes and arguments about what they meant.”

He rested both hands on the table.

“If people want to throw empire at me like a swear word, I listen. But I also remember that somebody still has to get the water and grain where they need to go.”

His mouth tilted.

“My job is to make sure the kitchens work. The epithets belong to somebody else’s grandchildren.”

Alma underlined something.

“There is a fear here,” she said, “that development always arrives wrapped in somebody else’s story. Ports, tethers, shuttles, roads. Sacred landscapes become backdrops. If new infrastructure eventually comes here, how do you keep your own story from swallowing ours?”

Matt squeezed lime over three scorpions in a row.

“I am not bringing new infrastructure to Mexico yet.”

He let the lime wedge fall back onto the plate.

“People keep talking as if I have signed half a dozen secret corridor treaties. I have not.”

He glanced toward the courtyard, where two children were trying to coax a pigeon closer with crumbs.

“If that changes, nobody working for me is going to force a government to choose between convenience and destroying a historical site. You have enough broken stones. You do not need me adding to the pile.”

Alma watched him closely.

“I grew up around places where people did not have the luxury of preserving everything,” he continued. “Old farmhouses got burned to clear land and nobody wrote poems about them.”

He looked back at her.

“Here you have places carrying the memory of entire peoples. You do not trade that for faster shipment times. If somebody working for me seriously suggests that kind of choice, they are in the wrong line of work.”

“Toluca gave the world Beatles songs in a courtyard,” Alma said. “Scholarships falling like confetti and a man in boots singing for a girl’s future. If cameras had followed you quietly through Mayapán instead, what moment would you have wanted people to see?”

Matt considered that.

“There was a seventeen-year-old boy there. Paula’s son.”

He smiled slightly.

“I got to tell him a story about his dad that even his mother had forgotten. Something stupid and kind from when we were his age and thought we were invincible.”

For a moment the courtyard seemed louder than the room.

“It was nothing anybody else would care about. No volcano backdrop. No scholarship. Just a kid hearing that his father had once been terrified of giving a presentation and then did it anyway.”

Matt looked down at the plate.

“You show me a thousand years of stones and then hand me one living person I can pass a story to, I will take the story every time.”

Alma’s pencil stopped.

She let the silence sit before asking the next question.

“You joke constantly online, even during serious arguments. Here it feels quieter. More intimate. When you sit down with crickets and queso instead of cameras and crowds, what part of you comes out that the public usually does not see?”

Matt chewed the last bite of his tiny taco, swallowed, and wiped his fingers.

“Every encounter sets the tone.”

He gestured toward Alma.

“If I walk into a room and people are already sharpening their knives, I bring my own.”

T’mari’s eyes crinkled.

“If I sit down at a table where someone has gone to the trouble of finding good crickets and making sure the drinks are cold, I match that instead.”

He tapped the edge of the plate.

“The jokes are not a mask. They are part of the same thing. They say I am not going to let you turn this into a sermon or a hostage tape.”

He looked at Alma directly.

“You ask good questions. You listen more than you talk. So you get more of the parts that are usually only for my kitchen table.”

He nudged another scorpion toward T’mari.

She made a face at him.

Then ate it.

Alma closed her notebook and nodded toward Samuel.

Samuel glanced once at his tablet.

The Memphis headline sat in the corner like a bruise.

“While you were above pyramids and cenotes,” he said, “the first reports that Memphis had executed Lucas Douglas were spreading through the feeds. How did you hear, and what went through your mind when you learned that a man had been killed after your grain was turned away at his gate?”

Matt’s expression changed very little.

“We heard during the flight.”

T’mari had heard considerably more since.

The monitoring channels were full of people trying to decide what the execution meant before anybody possessed enough information to know.

“I cannot say I was surprised,” Matt continued. “He embarrassed an unforgiving master who got called out on the world stage. That usually does not end with a stern talking-to.”

He reached for his glass, stopped, and picked up a lime wedge instead.

“They have been turning away partial grain shipments for years. They did it with every load after that one too.”

He rolled the lime between his fingers.

“Every ten or fifteen minutes a load arrives at the Port of Memphis and every ten or fifteen minutes another leaves. I almost always have some grain they did not buy, and I almost never leave carrying the beer we brought in.”

He dropped the lime.

“That tells you where their priorities are.”

Samuel nodded.

“Seeing them shoot their own man instead of fixing intake just confirmed what those priorities have always been.”

“In the last forty-eight hours you have told Berlin to come get free grain, called Europe surplus to requirements, and sat with cooperative drivers who live one bad season from ruin. Does standing here, after Mayapán, soften or harden what you believe you owe to places like Memphis when they fail?”

“I am not unsympathetic to the people who live there.”

Matt leaned back.

“The clerks. Dockhands. Drivers. They take the hits first and have the least say in why.”

He turned a scorpion over between his fingers.

“But the people running Memphis boxed themselves into a way of thinking they needed to escape years ago.”

He looked at Samuel.

“Memphis was a necessary evil I had to do business with to get my people what they wanted or needed.”

His mouth hardened.

“They did not stumble and need somebody to catch them. They got drunk on their own power and now they are too shitfaced to figure out how to stand back up.”

He ate the scorpion.

“I do not owe the bouncer who throws my driver into the river because he parked in the wrong place.”

He swallowed.

“I owe the driver a safer route.”

“Critics argue that what you call redundancy can make whole regions optional,” Samuel said. “That the day you decide Yucatán, Veracruz, or some future West African port is surplus to your corridors, those places will feel what Memphis feels now. How do you answer that fear without simply asking people to trust your character?”

Matt smiled, but there was little humor in it.

“I still do not understand how people think I am going to make foreign ports nowhere near my territory obsolete because I found a way around one nuisance neighbor.”

He lifted his glass slightly toward Samuel.

“I do not own a navy. There are no traditional railroads north of Mexico on this continent. I have some very good trucks and some better accountants.”

Samuel smiled faintly.

“I understand the abstract concern. Large networks can sideline people. I have watched it happen.”

Matt leaned forward.

“But look at a map before turning the abstraction into a specific accusation.”

He began counting lightly on his fingers.

“I have direct physical access to six countries or jurisdictions: Memphis, Chicago, Ten Tribes, the Great Northern Reserve, Denver Free Zone, and Mexico.”

He paused.

“And I only count Mexico because I am reasonably sure I can work something out that lets us cross Ten Tribes territory.”

He set his hand down.

“That is very different from saying Marmaduke Logistics and its subsidiaries do not operate globally. We do. Through ports, subsidiaries, partners, and other people’s infrastructure.”

He shrugged.

“But that is commercial reach. It is not me drawing a private road across the planet.”

Samuel looked down at his notes.

“This morning’s aerial tour was also described to me as a survey of roads, rails, and possible tether corridors. Looking at the peninsula from both a logistics map and an archaeological one, where do those overlays conflict?”

Matt blinked once.

“Not sure where you got that idea.”

Alma made a small embarrassed sound into her notebook.

“Because none of it is true.”

T’mari’s mouth twitched.

A monitoring channel erupted briefly with the same correction spreading outward in real time.

“We did a lidar survey,” Matt continued, “but that was for the University of Mérida Department of Archaeology and the Yucatec Maya Research Institute.”

He gestured toward Alma.

“That is Paula’s project, not mine.”

He shrugged.

“I was the guy with the keys to the shuttle.”

Samuel nodded and let him finish.

“If they want to talk about overlays, you should interview them. For me it was a morning off where I got to stare out the window and be a tourist for a few hours.”

Matt smiled.

“My staff would riot if I turned every flyover into another corridor meeting.”

Samuel accepted the correction without defensiveness.

He tapped a different note.

“Erin Mallon’s truck story and the Toluca quinceañera have made you, for many readers, the face of ethical logistics, whether you want that title or not. At the same time, you are blunt that you run an empire and equally blunt that you will not trade with the South Asian Confederacy.”

Matt’s expression sharpened.

“How do you reconcile singing ‘Let It Be’ beneath a volcano with choices that deliberately leave some governments outside your commercial system?”

Matt took a slow breath through his nose.

He reached for another cricket and made a taco for T’mari first.

He folded it carefully and put it in front of her like an apology for what he was about to say.

“I chose you because I respect your academic background and the nuance you can bring to a subject, Professor.”

His voice stayed quiet.

“Please do not insult me with such basic bullshit.”

Samuel’s eyebrows rose.

He did not flinch.

“We both know empire has a basic definition and that I meet it.”

Matt took a drink.

“We also both know the word does not define me. It is a category. You are using it as a buzzword in a way you would never allow one of your students to get away with.”

He set the glass down carefully.

“I choose not to support international bad actors when I have the option.”

His tone remained level.

“There are governments, including the South Asian Confederacy, that made fortunes selling weapons into every dirty war they could find, including wars that killed members of my own family.”

T’mari listened without moving.

She knew the outline of those histories. She did not yet trust herself to step into them publicly and pretend she understood every buried layer.

Matt did.

“If a government gets left outside my network because its rulers chose that path, that is their decision catching up with them.”

He looked down at the table.

“The farmers, dockworkers, kids, ordinary people in those places, I feel for them.”

Then he looked back at Samuel.

“But I am not going to launder their rulers’ consciences by pretending commerce is morally neutral when they have spent decades proving otherwise.”

Samuel gave a small nod.

“A cooperative here in Yucatán asks you what it should demand from you so that it remains your partner rather than your dependent. What do you tell them?”

Matt considered that more carefully.

“I would probably start by telling them we may already be partners.”

He flicked a tiny cricket crumb from the table.

“Marmaduke Logistics or one of our subsidiaries already does business through most open ports in the world. You do not hear much about us because we tend to get things done quietly, efficiently, and without legal trouble.”

Samuel waited.

“If they feel like partners now, I would prefer they still feel like partners afterward.”

Matt rested his forearms on his knees.

“They should expect honest contracts, predictable terms, payment when we say we will pay, and the ability to say no without wondering whether I am going to punish them for it.”

Then he smiled slightly.

“And I expect the same sort of boring competence in return. Keep things moving. Do it right. Do it efficiently. Do not steal. Pay your workers. Tell the truth on the forms.”

He lifted one shoulder.

“If your customers are reasonably happy, your employees are reasonably happy, and either side can walk away from the agreement without somebody sending troops, then we are probably in a grown-up relationship.”

Samuel leaned back.

“You often say you are only a logistics problem.”

Matt held up one finger.

“That is actually a misquote.”

Samuel stopped.

“I said I am a logistics problem solver.”

Matt smiled.

“People like cutting off the second word because it makes a better scream headline.”

T’mari quietly stole the cricket taco he had made for her.

Samuel laughed once and continued.

“Then let me phrase it properly. You describe yourself as a logistics problem solver, yet ports execute officials, river towns feel threatened, and Indigenous communities worry about being bypassed or swallowed. After Mayapán and Memphis in the same day, can logistics really remain merely technical?”

“No.”

The answer came immediately.

“The underlying problems remain recognizable at scale. Fuel. Maintenance. Scheduling. Labor. Routing. Failure points.”

Matt tapped the table once with his finger.

“But scale creates its own complexity. More dependencies. More consequences. More people who get hurt when you screw something up.”

He glanced toward Samuel’s tablet.

“The moral vocabulary creeps in because when you solve problems at that scale, you are also choosing who gets seen and who does not.”

He shrugged.

“I am not a philosopher. I move grain.”

His eyes narrowed slightly.

“But I am not naive about the weight that carries.”

He let the words sit.

“I try to keep the technical parts honest so that when somebody wants to have the moral argument, at least they have real numbers under their feet.”

Samuel looked at his last question.

“Ten years from now, Alma and I come back to this table. What would need to be true in the Maya heartland, and along the rivers north of here, for you to believe you used this strange combination of shuttles, grain, translators, and influence in a way future archaeologists will not curse?”

Matt looked at Alma.

Then at Samuel.

Then at the nearly empty plates.

“I hope I leave good notes.”

T’mari smiled into her glass.

“The V’ren have forty thousand years of recorded history using a language people can still read and speak today.”

He looked sideways at his wife.

“I am just hoping I do not put too much slang into mine. Something colorful and perfectly understandable now that causes entire schools of philosophy to form three hundred years from now because I used a word sideways.”

T’mari finally spoke.

“That is almost certainly going to happen.”

Matt looked at her.

Alma laughed.

Samuel did too.

T’mari touched one translator bud again.

“And somebody monitoring this interview has already clipped the sentence.”

Matt stared at her.

“You could have warned me.”

“I am your wife, not your editor.”

That got Alma laughing hard enough to put her pencil down.

Matt shook his head.

“See? Future historians are already doomed.”

He picked up his glass.

“Ten years from now, if you come back here and the cooperatives are still run by people who live within a day’s drive, if the kids can afford to stay or leave by choice, if you can still get good tortillas, and nobody has paved over the ruins to build a customs shed, I will call that a win.”

He drank the last of the tamarind.

“If some graduate student in three hundred years curses me because I put an emoji in a treaty, I can live with that.”

T’mari reached across the table without looking at him, stole the last cricket taco from his napkin, and bit into it.

The shell crunched between her teeth.

In her ears, several people listening to the interview began talking at once.

She adjusted the gain while the fans turned overhead and the fountain murmured in the hot Mérida afternoon.

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